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Hi everyone! I have been reading this forum for quite sometime and have found the responses very understanding. I have been encouraged to share my dilemma as well. Iam 28 years old and married for 3 years now. I love my man and we have a good understanding.Touch wood.The past one year has been very difficult on us. I had a setback to my well settled career and also had some unfortunate developments on the personal front , from which iam still trying to recover. All this resulted in a loss in confidence. Efforts to restart my carrer have bore no fruit. All in all i have been though testing times lately. we are slowly trying to recover and feel like planning a baby. My husband feels a baby will do wonders to our life....a much needed joy.As for me Iam not totally convinced.While i feel 28 is the right age and i must plan a baby as my biological clock is ticking, i have a nagging worry....The past few months and the stress it has brought me has left me wondering how emotionally capable iam for pregnancy ? I think i want to be pregnant but something is holding me back still. I dont know what it is...Just two days back i had a wonderful dream where i was pregnant.I woke up from the dream feeling really happy. But i think fear that the stress i have undergone in the past will cast a shadow on my baby is holding me back. Iam totally in a dilemma. Please give me whatever insights you can offer. God bless...It will be a great help!. Thanks!