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please don't judge me. i did something VERY stupid, and im really regretting it now. so please, do not judge me. my boyfriend and i gotten into a fight...we are in a very serious relationship, and we know it in BOTH our hearts that we are meant to be. we love each other so much, and could never be with anyone else. when we had gotten into the fight, i stipped taking my birth control (i have only been on birthcontrol 6 or 7 months). we never use condoms, only birthcontrol because i always get UTI's from condoms...but he always pulls out. well i stopped taking my birth control 9 or 10 days ago..because to tell you the truth, i was scared. i was afraid he might leave and i wanted to get pregnant. we made up last night, and we had s_x. i purposly held him in longer, and gave him a tiny struggle to get out, in hopes that he might prec_m in me. then to make matters worse, this morning we had s_x again...and he pulled out and came on my stomach...when he went to get up, five seconds later, i scooped a lot of the c_m into my fingers and ran to the bathroom as if i was going to go pee. instead i inserted the c_m inside me with my fingers. i am really regretting this now. as much as i would love to have a family with him one day, this was not the way to go about it. my question is, what are my chances of getting pregnant? my last period started on dec. 18th, and ended on dec.21st. and i stopped taking my birthcontrol on either the 16th or the 17th. and i am 20 almost 21 years old, if that matters at all. i do plan on telling him this, because i feel horrible. i can't believe i even did that, i'm not like that at all. what are my chances of getting pregnant? im hopping that since it wasnt too long after my period, maybe i wasnt fertile enough..