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I’m 18 years old and my girlfriend is 19, we did not plan to have a baby but she is 5 month pregnant and now we are excited about it. I’m studying at university so don’t have much time to see my girlfriend because I studying 100miles from home. when I’m back I try and see her as much as I can, over the last few month she has broken up with me a few times and we got back together if not the same day, we did so the following day, this is because she says I’m sh__lfish and I always put her second which I don’t think I do and people I know agree with me. She since apologised and said it’s her hormones which I can accept. but over the last few weeks seem doesn’t seem to even want to see me, all I do is try and make her happy and she always seem happy to see me when I can do something for her. She doesn’t even like giving me a hug and I know it sounds sh__lfish but I feel like I’m not wanted and I feel awful about myself. I do love her and I do want to stay with her but don’t want her to just put up with me and if it carries on like this I don’t know if I can handle it. Maybe if I was older and we’d have been together then it may be different but I don’t know if this is what I want to be going though at this point in my life and by that I mean the relationship between me and her, not the child because when it is here I will be the best dad I can be but will I still be here for when it’s here. What can I do? What if she doesn’t want to be with me?