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L- I am sooooo proud of you! I know you will not see this till Mon. buy way to GO!!!! A- yep girl- very itchy!!! LOL! Tomorrow is the earliest so we'll see! K- keep rooting! I'll test in the am. In case y'all are POAS-aholics like me- Wal Mart has PG tests from EPT and Clearblue (the digital) for like 3.50 and 5.75 respectively- NICE! Yeah- I got one- soooo BAD!!!!

M- I'm so sorry........

It's gonna take time- you can't just snap your fingers and be ok. Each loss is a loss and had to be grieved in it's own way. For now don't think about getting started with healing.. just let your emotions flow and lean on Michael.. he is there for you.

oh my god honey.. Im really sorry.. how did you find out? please let me know.. Im really sad honey

I'm really not thinking about the healing process because I am so numb right now. I am pretty much a walking zombie - sucks.

r they 100% sure about this?? how did you find out?

im gonna go now honey.. I cant believe this! Ill keep reading your posting in my cellphone.. Be back later Love you Meesh!

Good night Meesh- I hope you will be able to sleep- I miss talking to you honey and hope that you are spending time with your family.. I will say a prayer for you. I don't know if you are a music lover during times like this but when I had the 2nd M/C the song by Jordin Sparks (One Step at a Time) brought me some healing... Night girl You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it You know you can if you get the chance In your face as the door keeps slamming Now you're feeling more and more frustrated And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting We live and we learn to take One step at a time There's no need to rush It's like learning to fly Or falling in love It's gonna happen when it's Supposed to happen and we Find the reasons why One step at a time You believe and you doubt You're confused, you got it all figured out Everything that you always wished for Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours If they only knew You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it You know you can if you get the chance In your face as the door keeps slamming Now you're feeling more and more frustrated And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting [Chorus] When you can't wait any longer But there's no end in sight when you need to find the strength It's your faith that makes you stronger The only way you get there Is one step at a time

Meesh - I am sooooo sorry honey. What awful news to wake up to today. I definitely did not expect to see this news when I logged on this morning. Why does this keep happening - just is not fair!!!!! I totally understand about you being numb - you probably feel like you don't know what to do with yourself, just lean on family and cry it out and you know we are all here to talk. I am so sad for you Meesh and will be thinking about you today. Luv you girl!!! Allison xoxoxoxo

No new posts from Meesh, honey Im so sorry this is happening.. cant believe it. I was thinking that maybe this was all a mistake and now you're ok but theres no news from you.. Just hang in there hon, soon you'll feel better.. Love you!

Good morning ladies.. How is everybody? today is laundry day and cleaning day, so I'll be a little busy throughout the day taking care of day.. Later I gotta go to Old Navy to return a coat that I bought for my DD, its too small.. Meesh - I'm thinking of you honey and I'm sending you all my strengh so you feel better, love you girl.. Leslie - how r u feeling? did you test today? or yesterday? I didn't forget about it.. Did you get your BFP that we all were looking forward to.. By the ways, yesterday I bought the book Take charge of your fertility and I started reading it.. really good book! thanks for the advise! Alli - enjoying your coffee and watching you fav series? Your doctor's appt is coming soon, when r u especting AF again? Hayley and Lauren - cant wait to hear from you guys and hear about your weekend.. Talk to y'all later!

hello everyone my name is lissa. Im new to this site, ive been looking around trying to find some answers to my problems. Im sooo confused as to whats happening to me. I found out that i was pregnate in september I went to the dr office in october for an ultrasound, the dr said that the baby was a little small, but seemed ok, i went back to the dr for another ultrasound on november 2 at that time i thought that i was going to hear the babys heartbeat, i was excited i even brought my nephew with me, Im raising my nephew, so he could hear the heartbeat too. well, during the ultrasound the teck took lots off pics then sent me to a room to wait for the dr. i asked if i could hear the heartbeat she said she was sorry and hugged me and said that there was no baby. I started crying and waited for the dr. he said that my body absorbed the fetus. that I should start bleeding or miscarry within a day or two. I got bloodwork done then had to go back 2 days later for more bloodwork, my hg lvls are at 13000+ and still no spotting or bleeding. I dont understand why, whats going on. its been well a week since i was told this news, how can i be pregnate, but no baby? why ? what did i do wrong? What happens now? what if the do a d&c and then they find the baby? Is that considered having an abortion? I dont want an abortion, i want my baby. why do i feel like im loosing my mind? why do i have to be so brave and continue to go to work and take care of the house and pay bills and act like all is good when im dyeing inside? Im 14+ weeks pregnate with nothing. am i crazy? do i need mental help? what do i do? thanks for listening to be cry to you all i know from reading the above that im not alone and i appreciate that lissa

Morning Girls, Oh Meesh - I am absolutely heartbroken for you.... I don't know where to begin to tell you how sorry I am. I know how you must be feeling as I was in this very same position 3 weeks ago. You really need to let yourself grieve and come to terms with this as it is no doubt such a big shock. Please make sure you talk to us and let us know what is going through your head.. I now it was the only thing that helped me through. Honey I am so sorry. :-( We are all here for you and so is your hubby and liitle Trip. So it will be Sunday night for you, I hope you are taking it easy. Love you heaps. Lozzy - well done sweety.. I am so proud of what you achieved and that you stood up for yourself it would have been a good feeling and is was great that it happened on friday too so that you didn't have to worry about it over the weekend. K and A - hope you both had nice weekends, did you do anything exciting. Leslie - sweety how are you and the family? Hi Lissa-Ann, welcome to the web site, have you have a chance to read our posts? we have all been through very similar situations and have found that support through this website is fantastic. ia m sos orry that you have to go through this and you would be wanting answers. What is next for you? Oh girls... I am totally bummed... Meesh.. I just want you to know that you are a very very special person and we all love you and want to help you get through this. XXOO

Hi girls! Just to let you know that Im really sick, and Im not feeling well at all.. I might have temperature.. If I feel better tomorrow I'll go to work otherwise I'll stay home.. Love y'all! Good night!

K- hope you had fun at Old navy!! It is so good that you bought that book! I really find it to be indispensable! It is such a good one!!! OMG! You said y'all!!! Don't think I didn't notice! I hope you feel better! H- Hi girl! Missed you this weekend! How was your weekend my darlin!? Lissa-Ann- I am very sorry for your loss. Meesh- miss ya girl... XO Lozz- GOOD MORNING!!!!!!!!! How was your weekend!? Well I think I am mentally deficient- I was looking over my chart again and I think I am off by a day.. no positive yet- if I am right then tomorrow is the first day for the early positive- oops! LOL! Since I am off that means DTD was a day behind too- so we'll see what happens for this cycle! I'll keep you posted! My little one has croup- poor baby girl! Easy weekend- we didn't do much! XO-L

Hey Leslie!! Oh I am so sorry your little one is sick.. I hope she recovers quickly... it can't be nice. :-( Ok.. so testing for tomorrow... will have everything crossed for you honey. and trust me...we all mix our days up sometimes!! :-) We had a lovely weekend... absolutely beautiful weather here high 20's so we went fishing and did lawns and lots of gardening.. played inthe veggie garden for hours yesterday. Heading out for a walk shortly... and it is 30 degrees!! Cna't wait to get into that heat.. although I did get a little burnt yesterday... whoops! Karina... I hope you are feeling better tomorrow.