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Still going crazy, I really wish I knew what was going on wh me. I am now going in 3town weeks late and still know sign of my AF. I am beginning to think my best friends are thinking I'm crazy. I know this is not my norm. I'm afraid that will try to give me something to make AF come without doing more test. Just wish I had answers. Sorry just needed to rant and rave since it seem I have no one to talk to about it.

Sorry phone seem to put words that belong it should say going on 3 weekswith late

I haven't updated because my ultrasound did no go well & I was super upset... They could not find a baby on the ultrasound :( & I found out my husband was telling people (even before the u/s) that I'm having a false pregnancy !&#! I was so angry since the last thing on my my was having another baby until AF didn't come out of nowhere! Even worse, the u/s showed everything as completely normal no cysts,fibroids, etc, pap was normal, but cervix is high closed and engorged with no change! The 15 lbs I gained wont change tummy is swelling ... I just don't even know... They haven't said anything about trying to get AF going but I don't know that I would until I truly find out WHY if everything is healthy and in order that my uterus seems to think its pregnant :( I've been SO sad ... & now thanks to my husband I've stopped talking with everyone because I refuse to talk to people who pity my behind my back because I'm 'crazy' . I feel everything I've been feeling, dizziness , nausea etc... I have another gyno appt with yet another dr on the 15th of this month... I don't even know. Also, my GP 's office has called me a couple times just to check up on me & how I feel which is truly nice, said if I don't feel better to please make another appt. I try to go through my days now trying to ignore that I feel (and LOOK) pregnant. I don't even know, is this some kind of weird cosmic test? :(

Sorry for typos, I'm typing on my phone keypad :\

Sorry to Bornlucky13 that things have not been going good for you. I understand about the husband. I am starting to feel like this is the only place that we can talk without people looking at us like we are cazy. All we want is answers. We don't people treating us like we are crazy. Ok so if we are not pregnant and our bodys are acting like it then what is it. I just hope that when I call doctor and ask for an ultrasound that they will do it. Bornlucky13 please keep me updated and I hope you do find out what is going on.

Thanks wishingforababy ... I'll keep updating until I have some sort of answer, no matter what that is . I really am interested in everyone's outcome. I know thus can't last forever :\

I truly hope everything is going well for you.

Bornlukky13 I understand all of your frustrations. I was late for awhile and new for certain that I was pregnant even when the tests were telling me negative. Because of what I went through with my other two children I just knew. I mean really a woman knows her body. Anyway went to the doctor who stupidly gave be another urine test and said well we are pretty sure your not pregnant. Didn't do a pelvic exam, an ultrasound or anything. Well yesterday at 7 weeks and 5 days I miscarried that "non-existent" baby and was beyond p__sed when I did. Needless to say that doctor has lost a patient. Anyway I pray your situation gets better. Keep us posted!

dbozeman, I'm so sorry... this has been One of the most stressful things I've ever experienced... At this point I'll take any answer at all :(

Bornlukky, I am so sorry. I have thought about you often, and kind of thought that the reason you didn't post for so long was because the u/s didn't go well. An update for me: I ended up having AF completely on schedule the second month. I am pretty sure that my body was going bonkers from quitting bc. On a different note, now that I am off bc, I feel so much better. I am feeling so much more myself. My husband and I are considering trying for a third child right now, I am not sure if we will, but it is nice to know that he is considering it. Kind of keeping my fingers crossed. I really hope that you get some answers. I have heard of people going through what you are going through. You are not alone. Wishingforababy I don't know if you are still checking, but don't feel as though you are crazy. I am certain that some people are convinced that everything is in our head, but it doesn't change the fact that we feel the symptoms physically. Hang in there ladies...and push for answers!! Keep us updated about things.

Thanks Moosheyb. I am still checking, just not talking about it to know one. My Af is due Tuesday for a second month so let's see what happens then. I plan on calling my doctor neek week if nothing happens.

Bornlukky13, I have been doing some more research about low HCG levels. I know you said they did not see anything when they did your u/s. But after reading more they say you cannot see the fetus until your levels reach 1200. So it may very well not be that your uterus is not imagining things. I don't know what your level is at but you may want to ask about that.

I have considered that I haven't had a blood test after the two neg's that were '2' ... I did an at home FSH that indicated its not early menopause that I'm Having & now I got another light positive this morning *screams* haha I'm so frustrated! Literally now the only places I even talk about this is here & with my older daughter (who is 24, my other one is only 2.5 yo for anyone who hasn't read back :), I don't dare mention a word of it to my husband , although my tummy says a lot! I can't fit any of my normal clothes & my bra size has gone up to a 36dd from a large b now ..hmmmph. I have another gyno visit on the 15th dec & I have officially missed 3 cycles :\ no sign of AF ... Still going to update until I get done resolution, especially since if I don't, I may go crazy!

Bornlukky13 I believe that at this point all there is to do is pray about the situation. I can't say if you are or not because I am not a doctor nor am I there. But I do know that GOD will take care of that situation and that everything happens for a reason. I know I spoke before about my own situation and not knowing. Well of course when I went to the doctor to find out what was going on I was made to take a urine test (like I hadn't done that and told that idiot.) Even with my history she would not give me a pelvic exam. She went by the urine test and told me well no your not pregnant. Still wouldn't believe it because as you women have said before, I know my body and I know when something is different. I have two children already so I am not an idiot. Unfortunately it was confirmed last Thursday and Friday because I miscarried at what would have been 8 weeks. I was and still am furious. Needless to say I will not be seeing that quack anymore. I pray that your situation gets the happy result that we all want to hear.

I'm so sorry you miscarried... As you said, I have also had 2 children... It's ridiculous , if it hadn't been for my GP I wouldn't have gotten a pelvic exam nor an ultrasound :(... I pray constantly for some kind of resolution... I was never trying to have another child, so AF would even be a resolution :\ I only don't want the resolution to be a miscarriage :((( thank you for your thoughts and prayers...

Dbozeman, I am sorry to hear about the miscarriage. Ok since I cannot talk to anyone else I have to vent somewhere! I called my doctor yesterday to let them know I have missed a second month and the nurse finally called me back late yesterday and told me she would call me in some med that would make my AF come. I told her before we did that I wanted more testing done. She then tells me I am more than welcome to come into the lab and have another blood test done then she will call me in some meds. No exam or anything, I am so frustrated I know something is happening. If I am not pregnant then what is it, could it be a cysts? Well after crying for a little bit, I called my family doctor’s office and explained to my doctors nurse which is also married to my husband’s cousin what was going on and she is going to get me set up for an ultrasound Thursday. So I hope they can help me find out what is going on. I just hate when they treat you like you are crazy and you don’t know what you are talking about. Sorry for all the rambling but I had to get it off my chest before I have another day of crying because I am so frustrated.