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Hey. I don't really know why i'm posting on here but I suppose I need some support. I'll just tell my story and see.
I was raped when I was 15 years old, and I decided to keep the baby. No matter the father, this child was a part of me and the thought of ending it's life killed me. My mum was so supportive but my dad wasn't. He left us all. But he passed away when I was six months pregnant, he was on his way home to us...
I was massively bullied at school and moved to one where they supported pregnant people and helped with studies. I met some amazing people there, one girl in particular. this girl was also pregnant too but her adoptive family weren't supportive so she moved to live with me. We were both expected boys.
Rosie, the girl now living with me, went into premature labour at seven and a half months, but the baby survived. However It wasn't a boy afterall. I stayed with her and the baby but as soon as Rosie was well enough to leave the hospital, she ran off. leaving her daughter with me. I took full responsibility for Daisy and signed the forms to say I would be her legal guardian. However I lost my own baby boy not long after Rosie gave birth.
My rocks throughout this were my mum and my boyfriend called Logan. He supported me throughout everything and was willing to bring up my son as his own.
Daisy is now out of hospital and living with me and Logan. We're a family. Rosie isn't really in touch but texts regularly to see how Daisy is doing. She's the most perfect and happy baby ever, im so proud to call myself her mummy.
Logan proposed to me on Christmas day. We're not getting married for a while but it feels good to be a proper family. my mum is also now in a new relationship.
I have no friends as they all left and I just wanted someone to hear my story. Feel free to ask questions.
Thanks for reading
Bella x
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