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Sunshine...Thanks for your comments, like I said, I do agree with A LOT of what you've said but I guess I like to play devils advocate everynow and then. The thing is, I don't believe marriage can prevent a person from doing wrong. I know it SHOULD, but it doesn't. Just like, a child should not keep a family together. My bf and I had a talk before I became pregnant that if we ever conceived and brought a child into this world and sometime down the road our relationship went totally sour, we would not stay together just for our kid. I grew up in that sort of family environment and I hated it, even as a kid, it provided me nothing but negativity in my young life. Also, you say that you should spend years getting to know someone before you enter in marriage. This I agree with whole heartedly. But I also believe that you can spend those years getting to know who you THINK this person is. Like I said, people can put up a front and act like they are something they are not, some are even capable of doing this for years. It's definitly not unheard of, sadly, I hear about it a lot. And unfortunatly, I myself am in a situation where I thought I knew my bf 100% but I'm starting to think "who is this guy??? this is NOT the guy I fell in love with" We've been together for almost 4 yrs now. If you were to meet him, you would most definitly think "wow, he's really a great guy and treats S wonderful" He's very poliet and kind to everyone, his friends, his family, strangers, me, everyone...He's very, very family oriented and loves everything he does. He treated me like I was his queen, he showered me with love day in and day out, there's not a day that goes by that he doesn't call me to say hello and ask how I'm doing and just to tell me he loves me. He cooks for me, he cleans for me, he helps me finacially without question, when I find myself in a rut, he buys me things that I need or want (I'm not selfish, so I don't ask for a lot) He's loving towards me and he's excited for our baby. He tells me things like "If we ever broke up for whatever reason and I was laying in a hospital dying, I would want you to be the last person I see and talk to" Now how sweet is that, it brought me to tears. My family loves him, he gets along GREAT with them. He's an amazing father to his 2 other children and just plain great. He's someone I pictured myself with forever, he's someone that I can confide all my secrets and problems to, he shares all his secrets and problems with me, he's someone I could have seen myself marrying sometime down the road.....He sounds great huh! Well guess what??? HE'S NOT! After almost 4yrs of believing that he would never hurt me, that he loved me endlessly and faithfully, I find out that he had or possibly still does have another woman on the side. He's actually got a full out relationship with this other woman. He won't admit to it when I question him, I do not want to go to her as this is my problem, not hers, the only way I know this is by very, very obvious items that I've seen and heard. Love notes from this woman, letters talking about how much she loves him and how happy she's made him over the YEARS they've been together and blah blah blah.....So, I thought I knew this guy, I thought he was perfect in every way, I thought he was someone I could enter a marriage with, but he fooled me and he fooled me for years. *sighs*
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