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I'm about four or five weeks, but I'm not one hundred percent sure. I won't know until this weekend. This pregnancy wasn't exactly planned. We are both nineteen years old and we are both starting our lives. He'll be going into the military and I will be going into college soon. Last Saturday (Though I already knew well before) I took a home pregnancy test and it came out positive. I told him that very day and everything seemed fine. He was worried about the parent's knowing but not so much of having a child itself. Come later this week we got into the smallest fight imaginable, which would probably count as our literal first fight and so when I came home he said we needed to talk. He told me he wanted me to abort the baby. That we both aren't ready and just starting our lives and that he would pay for half of it. Then to make matters worst, he drags his Mother into it. And given I live with them, it's two against one. I don't want the abortion. But I dont want to lose him either. I know if I go through with this I'll never forgive myself. Ever. I even tried talking to his mother alone and she totally made me sound like a bad person for 'having second thoughts'. Second thoughts?! I didn't want to do this in the first place.