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I'm 39 1/2 and have 4 kids. 21, 15, 12 and 10. I also have 2 grandbabies, 2 and 1. I also had my tubes tied 8 years ago. The hospital is supposed to let me view my surgery records this week. I have no idea what the doctor did during surgery. All my kids are by my x-husband. I've been with my recent one for over 9 years. He has 2 kids by a previous marriage, 15 and 16. (the 16 yr old is pregnant) He said in the beginning that we would have kids together and then changed his mind. I've really been having a hard time dealing with this lately. I love being pregnant! He finally said that if I were to get pregnant, it would be a miracle because we can't afford the reversal. And, I don't want but one more child, not another houseful! My grandbabies caught the stomach flu over a month ago and then my kids had it. I never had the diarrhea or vomiting but felt queasy. I still feel sick to my stomach and can't eat much at a time. I pray I'm pregnant and I know I'm crazy because my husband can retire in 11 1/2 years. Is it possibe? It's too eary to take a test. My periods have been weird since the tubal. I have a period every 14-21 days. Should I keep wishing?