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I'm 40 weeks pregnant and I was with my bd for five years, we raised his son together and he decided when I was seven months pregnant that he didn't want to be with me anymore so he literally threw me out of the house. My heart is broken, I moved to my mother's house, which is across the state and we talked I really thought we were going to work it out. Now I am ready to deliver and he has a new girlfriend, he hates me, he is going to move three states away next month with his gf and doesn't plan on meeting our child. I scream at him and tell him I hate him, but I love him and I would do anything to be back together. Its sad too, because its not because I love him, but we are having a baby together. I want this child to have a chance at a dad and he has decided that he doesn't want to be a dad now. I feel like I have to do anything and everything to make sure he is her dad.
I grew up without a dad and it was the worst feeling. Its messed with my head and self esteem all my life. I get sick at the thought of this happening to this baby (I don't know the gender) but I don't know what I can do to stop it from happening.
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