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Im Sorry this is so long but if u cud, read it plz! This isn't an important question but I just wanted to talk to someone.I have just started up my own business and I am expected to have a turn over of £300,000 by the end of the nxt financial year. I am only 16 and I want a baby. Obviously not now but in a few yrs-b4 i turn 21. If my business lasts I will be earning a very good amount a year. I have been abused by men all my life. They have emotionally hurt me and physically. My dad has beaten me since he got his disease (AS). I was bullied for 3 years by a group of boys and beaten up by them. I was pregnant by a long term boyfriend and he got angry with me bcoz i didnt tell him til i was 3 months and he made me miscarry after a month of hitting me around. i thought i cud put it all behind me but my boyfriend at the moment who i have been with 4 10 months has started to rape me (i am trying my hardest to get out of the relationship) and i just think if i have a baby i would prefer to be a single mum. I have always wanted a perfect husband and have kids but ive realised how horrible men can be. Do you think this is wrong or stupid? i dont mean i would block men out ouf my childrens lives but just not be with the man who was the father. thanks 4 reading Robyn x