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I need advice or just comments on my crazy situation. I was engaged for 3 and a half years, then at the end of feb. we split up. I was going through a very hard time and moved in with two of my friends who are married. They have been married for a few years and haven't been able to have kids which everyone (all the rest of are friends) said that it was a good thing because they do not have a great relationship, actually they have a horrible one. Anyway problem is one night we all stayed up very late drinking (I was drinking away my sorrows) and the wife initiated a threesome, I did not want to but the situation just kept going. So anyway point is I am now pregnant, I moved out ( 23 living at home with my mother trying to go to college and work a full time job) I do not talk to my friend anymore the situation is too hard. At first I was mortified about being pregnant but now I know God would not have given me my baby by mistake, I find out the gender in a few weeks. I have always been very close to the father and continue to be. He of course wants to be aprt of the baby's life, he is the father and may be the only child he has. Of course I feel terrible for her, but I am the one who is having to deal with it. I think she has just blocked it completely out of her mind like is does not exist. I did not get into this situation by my self and my child will have his father around, not a part time father and full time.. the situation is just weird, he wants to be their for me now (emotionally) and after the baby is born. I just feel so alone even though he wants to be there he really cannot he is married. And she was involved when the baby was concieved. Its just crazy I have never even heard of a situation like mine before. I feel bad and care for him. I will feel bad if this splits up their marriage but they almost got a divorce every year that they have been together, I feel bad. I am confused. I do not know what to do.