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I was told several years ago that I couldn't have children, so my boyfriend (whom I haven't been dating long) and I weren't being very careful. So to recently find out I am pregnant was wonderful news. The not so wonderful news is that I found out that my boyfriend has been doing drugs the whole time we were together. He is also taking his last class this semester before he graduates which consists of two hours a week. He hasn’t even bothered to get a job instead he sells drugs just to pay for his habit and lives off his parent’s money to pay for his living expenses. I have been working 74 hours a week just to get by with paying for my bills. On top of paying for my bills I loan him money that he says he will pay me back but never does. So, needless to say I broke up with him. He says he wants to be with me but has yet to stop selling drugs or doing them for that matter and still tries to lie to me about it all. I'm not stupid...... I always find out that he is lying to me one way or another. I really don't know what to do because his parents are trying to be there for me but they don’t know what to do either. They are aware of his drug problem because they have gone through this before. But they want him to finish his last semester in school before they try to do anything. So in the meantime I have to save every single penny I can to move 10 hours away to live with my mom so she can help me when its time for the baby to come. Although my ex and I haven’t been together long I still care for him tremendously and want so bad for us to be together especially for our babies sake. He has not called me in a while now and I am stuck on what to do. I am sitting here 10 hours away from anyone that cares for me for about 5 more months until I save up enough money to move home. All I want is to have someone here that can care for me and take care of me while I am pregnant but I have no one. I don’t know what to do except be lonely and depressed.