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My boyfriend and I were together for 3 months when I found out I was pregnant. My boyfriend was happy about it, and he liked it when his buds would call him big daddy. However, after 20 weeks of pregnancy , upon seeing the baby's ultrasound, he decided he was not ready for us to live together and he wasnt sure what he was doing. Up until that point where I began showing, he and I were looking at houses with a plan to move in together. We had been seeing each other consistently and I was happy. After he told me he didn't want to live together I was devastated. I was left to find an apartment of my own. We have been still seeing one another, and I have been trying to be patient and understanding with him, but that is easier said than done when he runs so hot and cold. He told me he is not ready for a live in committment, but that he still wants for us to be together and have joint custody of our daughter after she is born. He and I work different shifts and we rarely see one another now. He does call regularly and if I make the effort, I can see him much more often, but only with my efforts. He is very into his sports and his friends, and he breaks my heart with his emotional unavailability which has been getting worse as I progress in this pregnancy. I feel so all alone and abandoned by him. I sometimes feel very real anger and almost want to hate him. This is an emotional rollercoaster. I have recently canceled a beach trip with him and told him that I don't want to talk with him any longer since he would rather watch the Sopranos than come to see me in a time of need. Please help me to decide if I am doing the right thing. Alone and hurt....