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I was just flipping through the channels and I stopped on one of those horrible daytime talk shows. They were doing paternity tests and there was a man on there that wanted this little girl to be his daughter so badly, and it turned out it was. Him and his fiance were so happy and the man couldn't stop crying... I just kept thinking that my child's father is such an ass. I completely broke down and I've been crying ever since. He promised he'd be here for me and I haven't seen him in almost 2 months. I don't want to feel like this, but I feel like with everyday that passes I hate him more and more. I don't like being angry -- I just can't control it.
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SLP.....You will get through it.....I promise...Remember nothing lasts forever.
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Don't worry and be strong. It is probably easier to be angry at someone than to miss them, so at least that is some consolation.
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It's perfectly normal to be p__sed off. Perfectly healthy I may add as well. It's hurtful and agonizing, BUT channel your anger into something, in the best interest for the baby and yourself. Feelings are just that...feelings. They WILL go away. They CAN be controlled. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. You, of course, may not be in control of your EXs actions and thoughts, but you sure as hell are in control of your own actions and thoughts. Think about this..he's winning since you're p__sed at him. I bet he wants you to be miserable because, more than likely according to him, he's miserable. F*ck that ni99a. Be at peace for yourself and your baby. Everything will set into place. :-)
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agk, the painful realization that the father of your child is a piece... that, sadly, will never get easier. What will get easier I believe, is how you decide to deal with it, and how you will expose your hate/dislike/anger about your ex around your child. I am 4 months pregnant, and recently single. For the simple fact that he doesnt care. I sat and cried for days wondering, "what do I tell my child when they ask what happened to their daddy?"
Hearing people say that "it will get better", never tends to help the hurt that is inside your heart at the moment, but you have to believe that it will. I know it will, and I wish you all the best.
(and until it doest get better... curse the jerks name and punch that pillow man! :)
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xbrighteyesx, youi made me laugh that was funny!
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