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pls help, i'm scheduled for d & c tomorrow but i still can't believe i'll go through this again after two miscarriages in a row and tomorrow will be the third time. my last period was jan 25, i had a preg test last mar 04 and the result was positive. i decided to find a new doctor who specializes in high-risk pregnancy and found one and had my first check-up last mar. 13. as for the aog i'm 6 wks and 5 days pregnant. I had a transva___al u/s there was no embryo we saw the gestational sac and yolk sac base on it's measurement i'm 6 wks and 1 day pregnant and i have a minimal subchorionic hemorrhage too so she told me to go back after two weeks to do a repeat u/s. the doctor also prescribed me some medicines to resolve the hemorrhage and ask me to bedrest. i couldn't wait for two weeks so after 11 days mar. 24, i went back to my doctor and had an ultrasound, still there's no embryo, the gestational sac and yolk sac got a little bigger and i still have a minimal subchorionic hemorrhage she told me to continue the medication and bedrest and go back for another ultrasound after a week. yesterday mar. 31, i'm already 9 wks and 2 days pregnant as for my aog, i had another ultrasound, finally we saw the embryo it's too small though, the size is for 6 weeks only, the gestational sac went a little smaller, the yolk sac measured a little bigger than my last u/s, and the hemorrhage increased in volume. she told me that it's a fetal demise and i need to undergo a d&c and i decided to schedule it tomorrow morning. now i'm getting confused, after all of this findings do i really need to accept that we're not going to have the baby again this time or should i wait another week for the fetal pole? if there's still an internal hemorrhage even i'm taking medications does it mean that i'm really going to miscarry? can someone give me an advice?