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i am glad you feel you can get through... sorry you are going through this... wish i could help...good luck with everything, i am rootin for ya...xoxoxoxo savina
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shame on him for turning something thats supposed to be the best time in your life into something so emotionally upheaving. his wishy washy antics are terrible girl. I am hoping nothing but the best for you and your baby though...just make sure to follow doctors orders! ya know, some days don't you just wish you could just take your baby bump off, run for the hills and escape things for a day? Sometimes I wish I could...but I still love my little one to bits already. I had a reeeeally bad weekend and wrote my ex a really b___hy email about how i respect him even less now that he SAID he'd changed but hasn't. At least before I had no expectations from him. I'm on the same rollercoaster with ya chica. Lets try and keep our heads up together....
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So it's been awhile since I last posted and thought I would update anyone that has been following my story. My ex has been a little better with me, at least now he calls or texts everyday...and he'll ask more than his usual-how are u doing? It's still really hard on me but I must admit that as the day gets closer to holding my l/o it's getting a lot easier on me. I still have my bad nights where all I do is cry and think about him and why he isn't here to hold me but it's not so often anymore. He came over to help put the baby's room together and even went shopping for her....:) So I guess little by little he's realizing he's having a little girl. I guess I should be happy that he's doing this much but I still feel betrayed and I still love him...I'm still on bedrest going on my 15th week and still have 7 more weeks to go...but I've been trying to keep myself busy with baby things and getting everything ready for her arrival.
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