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Heya lady!!! Yeah were doing good i Also Just moved back in with my mom.. Its .....Fun! =P Have you got that ultrasound Yet? And how are things with the father and parents in law? I hope they come around and see that your going to be a good mother to their grandchild and if they dont come around like my babys grandparents screw em. lol I talked to jeremy my babys father and he basically said "I want nothing to do with you or YOUR baby" is what he said Pfft! O well his loss, Wyatt is kicking more and more speaking of which what name have you picked out???? anyways =P ill sit here and talk to myself for hours if i dont stop now lol heres my MSN name if you have MSN - Luvly_bizznez87 Good to hear your doing good Talk to you later!

Gailya, so nice to hear you and your little man are doing well. I am enjoying being with my parents. It is a whole lot less stressful and I am now surrounded by love 24/7. My mum is so d__n clucky it's rediculous! She can't wait to be a grandmother. Me on the other hand, I'm still having a really hard time letting go and excepting this as my path, mainly that I have to do this alone. Bubby's dad and i talk every other day. He's just got himself enrolled in a drug and alcohol course and a depression course so I'm really glad he's getting himself sorted out. He wants absolutely everything to do with his son, as much as distance allows. His parents finally saw me for the first time in two months just before I left, they were picking their son up. They gave me a few baby things and pretty much made a quick exit-very awkward. I'm still really hurt by their actions and wondering how i'm going to deal with them in the future. I have had my second ultrasound, a few weeks ago. thats when i found out i'm having a little boy. It was a very magical experience. I'm really glad i found out the s_x because it made it more real to me-does that even make sense? Yeah my boys been kicking more too, like non stop for the past two days. Its fun to begin with but then i'm just like 'do u mind?' He's got this thing about anything touching my tummy-he just wants to kick it, which is kinda annoying when i have a seatbelt on and am trying to drive. Your so right that it is jeremys loss. i just totally can't understand how someone could deny their child? What is wrong with him? But by the sounds of it Wyatt's got a kick arse mum and doesn't need any drop kick dad hanging around. I added u to my msn, a__suming your wit hotmail!?!? but i don't know if we'll ever be online at the same time. Anyways i'll talk to you soon. Sending good vibes your way. p.s have you noticed how d__n cute little boy clothes r?

Well im happy that your feeling better and i am excited for you that your boys father is finally getting things together. Im dating a guy who doesnt mind and is even excited about wyatt so im not feeling to down anymore. I know EXACTLY what you mean about seatbelts or if the cat lays on my tummy its funny every time he kicks the cat looks around all confused lol. SO i have to know have you begun to pick out names??? My Mom is just as "Clucky " as you guys over there call it. I have sooooo many baby clothes its rediculous. The onesies are what gets me there SOOOO cute =P anyways ill talk to you later sweetie take care!

Yeah I'm excited that he's getting himself sorted out too. But at the same time it means he can't come visit. Tell me all about this new guy hey! It must be so nice to have someone to give you affection! I think thats what I miss the most. I'm gertting more and more sooky as the days go by and some days I just want someone to hug me. My belly has really expanded in the past two weeks. Its quite magical really and apparently i now have the pregnant "glow". Names....i don't know. Father and I just can't agree. i think everyone he comes up with is ugly and I don't have much to offer. I fell in love with the name Malachai a couple of weeks ago and he liked it too for a while but hten he changed him mind again so we're back to square one. And I don't like Mal as a nickname. Have you had any braxton hicks yet? Mine started yesterday. Look forward to hearing from u.Peace

hmm i dont think i have had any brax hicks yet im not sure how to tell what they are and as far as this new guy his name is travis. i have been very lady like we havent even kissed its been very formal hes respectful that i am pregnant and drives very safely even though his car is a little hot rod =P He wants to take me to my next dr.app i told him he could he really wants to see the sonogram i thought it would be a weird date but weve been freinds a while. And I like Malachai. Since you have moved have things been working out better with your babys father are you two going to be freinds or more? I really have been praying hard that your babys fathers mind gets clear and his thought center on you and your little bub. I know that the minit he see's bubs face hell fall in love with you all over again =) Hell think "wow this woman has helped me create this beautiful baby shes wonderful" at least i have this whole thing planned out for you....He sees baby-falls in love with you-you two get married-have a happy life =P but i always wish the best for ppl Especially the girl in the other chat who isnt happy about her baby that kills me. i feel really really REALLY bad for those babies....*coughs birthcontrol coughs* lol anyways i could gabb all night tonight but i think ill head to bed. ttul

Well as for me and jeremy no he doesnt talk to me at all and doesnt want to be at the birth. Hes Gone we have no contact and as for his other girl it kills me to think of him with somene else even though he did the things he did to me. There will always be that love there because he did help me create this little baby but as far as i am concerned i never met my real dad and i LOVE my step dad more then anyone lol. And if i were over there id do the cla__ses with ya screw thease men there good for nothing......well except getting us preggy and leaving =P I havent looked into cla__ses yet i will soon though, my mom will probobly go with me. And it was so weird they say when your preggy you have weird dreams, Well last night i had a dream that i was giving my son a bath we were splashing around and i got the baby shampoo and was washing his hair and all of a sudden i look at him and he looks exactly like jeremy!!!.........it was weird lol i think i am going crazy my belly b___ton aches, ive been really spacey ill bump into stuff and forget what i am doing i feel so weird lately lol but anyways ill talk to you tomorow =)

Jeremy sucks a__s. I wouldn't feel bad that he's with someone else (except maybe i would feel bad for that someone else) cos if he can treat the mother of his son so badly imagine how bad he'll treat her! Its so good that you hold your head up high. You and I r gonna have the most gorgeous little men in our lives soon and anyone who doesn't want to be apart of that will be missing out big time. Your lucky to have such an awesome step father. Does he know u love him so much cos that must be really cool for him. Bubbies dad apologised to me for the mean things he said. I'v decided that maybe emailing each other is better than talking on the phone cos then he has to actually think about what he is saying and hopefully wont be so hurtful. It really sucks cos i know he doesn't mean to hurt me, we're both just having a really hard time. And now i'm sick. Do u get told to have the flu vaccination where u r? I was told to but advised by many not to have it cos it would possibly give me the flu and incase i already had bugs in my system it would make me even worse. Well i did have bugs in my system, just a cold i hope but when i got upset the other day my defences flipped and yesterday i got sick. So i'm going to spend the day in bed trying to get warm (its nearly winter here). I totally know what your talking about with the dreams and being such a scatter brain. Some nights i dream so much i feel like i haven't slept and sometimes they're really not nice and i wake up with my heart pounding and tears in my eyes, then it takes me for ever to calm down and go back to sleep. And I am CONSTANTLY forgetting everything. I'll get half way through a sentence and forgetting the point i was trying to make!! Ya just gotta laugh at yourself. Have you got a big belly now? And is your belly b___ton gonna pop out? Talk soon xx

thats spose to say my defenses slipped not flipped

Yeah were going to have some pretty handsome men i have thought about it and since jeremy doesnt want to be there for the birth and what not, he said he will work around my schedule and i have basically decided that maybe when wyatt is old enought o understand why mommie and daddie arent together then he can see him but jeremy would be around only onces ever couple months. Im scared that will hurt him worse. And as far as your babys father i am sooooooo Proud of you! It was a great idea to talk through e-mail i mean that is perfect you and him can still communicate but you are right hell have to think about what he is saying that really was a good way for you to protect your emotions and the well being of the baby. Can you belive we only have about 15 weeks left!!!!! Thats so crazy because phisically were 23 but according to the books you have to add two weeks for ovulation or w/e wouldnt it be crazy if we had our sons on the same day lol Its crazy to think that when i thought i really didn thave anyone i could really talk to i connected with you so well. Its nice to have an online freind =P And i live in Missouri In the USA lol what about you? Good vibes*~

yeah I really appreciate having someone to connect with as well. When exactally are you due? I'm due in the week of the 10th of August. It would be very wierd if we had them the same time. I want to hear all about your birth. Have you figured out if you want jeremy there? I'v told blair the whole time that i want him to be there but if he's going to be he has to do antinatal cla__ses cos i wont have him rocking up and freaking out and causing me stress. he has to know whats going on. I made that decision cos i think that the day he meets his son will be the day he understands for the first time what pure, unconditional love is and i want to see that in him.And if he doesn't show I at least have my friend for back up. Unfortunately she lives near blair so we can't do the cla__ses together. Yeah i think its good to keep in email contact with my ex except it upsets me cos i was expecting a reply this morning and didn't get one. And i really like listening to his voice. Ahhhhhhhh it sucks so much to love so deeply and not be loved in return. I really share your concern about babies daddy not being their consistently. Its something i struggle with a lot. Especially since talking with an older male friend of mine who had a father who was in and out of his life and he in turn blamed his mum. It'df kill me if my boy did that. Anyways I'm ina really bad mood today cos i can't stop dreaming at night and its really cold here and none of my clothes fit me anymore so i'm gonna go. p.s i live in coffs harbour, nsw ,Australia

Yeah i understand compleetly i even though jeremy did that to me, deep down i still love him and i know he is happy with this other girl it kills me! But i am sure well meet wonderful men one day who are good to us! I am due in the week of the 20th of august lol so were pretty close. And i am right at teh point to where nothing fits either i try to wear my normal jeans, just wearing them unb___toned and a long t-shirt but even that isnt working. Look up thease things called "Bella Bands" they look sooooo cool i want some so bad! My belly b___ton has been sort of hurting here and there and ive been even more tired then ever. Plus i run into everything to boot! I'll just be walking and bump into corners and what not i feel so clumsy. But i know, like i said before, once blair see's the baby hell fall in love all over again! I think i am going to just tell jeremy to back off for a bit i dont think i can handle seeing him and his girlfriend, i mean i dont need any extra stress. I mean jeremy only wants to visit once every couple months and i know that my little man deserves better then that! But honestly I just want to be alone right now, i dont think that i am really ready for a relationship i just want to be there for my little wyatt and focus on that! What do you do during the daytime? Like do you work or whatnot?

yeah i'm still madly in love with blair and he knows it, which sucks. I use to think he'd fall in love with me again but now i try not to think about it cos it will break my heart if it doesn't happen. He doesn't want to be with anyone at the moment, knows he needs to sort hiself out big time. We've spoken about it in the past and he's said it would be good if we could be a family but he just doesn't feel that way about me anymore- ouch! And i worry that he will think he loves me again when our son arrives only to realise he doesn't and walk out on us again. I totally understand that your not ready to see jeremy, especially with his new girlfriend. i hope that he understands that this is bigger than you both now and it doesn't matter what he wants at the moment you need to protect your son and stay away from stressful situations as much as possible. Is Travis still there for you? No i don't work. i did up until i moved, but it was killing me. i was doing bush regeneration which meant i was up at 5.30am every morning and doing physical work all day. I've really just spent the last 2 weeks taking care of myself. I haven't put on any weight and I've been really sleep deprived and stressed so i've just been trying to unwind and make myself a nice space to live in. Also I haven't been able to hang out with my parents or friends for 2 years so theres a lot of catching up to be done! I started nesting yesterday, big time. I mean like going through boxes of c___p i haven't seen in years! I feel better now. And i've almost finished knitting my boy a blankey. Yes i'm pathetic, its true. i just found that when things were really bad and i was by myself stressing and worrying it was better for me to channel that energy into something constructive. What are you doing with yourself? Thats wierd that your belly b___tin hurts. Any idea why its doing that? I've got like the worst reflux ever these last few days. It is absolutely horrible to the point i don't even want to eat anymore cos i can't deal with the pain.I had so many pillows under me last night i was nearly sleeping upright!! Thinking of u xx

Yeah My parents are looking for a bigger house so that theres room for me and wyatt! They want to buy a house in Georgia which would be good. Last night ihad a breakdown, i took all the pictures i had of jeremy and burned them along with anything else that was his..He had his girlfreind call and tell me to stay away??? So just to be sure she wasnt just doing that behind his back to be a b___h i called him on his cell and he said the same thing"??? So its never going to happen i dont want to be near them and i dont want them near wyatt. That is way to odd for me, one minit they want to be there....the next im a b___h and i need to stay away?? Whatever Im done im going to be a SINGLE parent and travis is cool but since i have been preggy i just want space you know and travis is around alllllllllll the time and it was starting to drive me nuts lol were still freinds and sorta dating but i am just not ready for all that you know! I am Exicted about moving i mean i hate to move especially after i just moved, But it will be great because the house my parents want to get has a bathroom off one of the bed rooms and they want to give me that one so me and wyatt have our own little bathrooom and a big room to ourselves! My dad was in town today hes so funny when it is time to eat he wont ask me if i am hungry he says "is wyatt hungry" lol anyways I will talk to you later, stay safe and have fun nesting =P

I'm going to be really cheeky and double up. What time did u write yesterday?Cos i was still online then but msn didn't show u were on. I thought about you a lot yesterday, even shed a few tears for you. I'm very proud of you though cos your a d__n tough girl. It'd kill me if Blair refused our child. Good on you for being able to see that maybe jeremy not being there is the best thing for Wyatt. In that way i am being very selfish and i know that. Going to the doctors tomorrow cos i've had a really bad pain in my lower abdomen last two days. Got so bad yesterday i was nearly in tears everytime i stood up. Hospital said its probably just liguments stretching but i want to be sure. Its a bit better today. Oh the cutest thing in the world happened yesterday, mum and i were sitting on the couch and bub was kicking so i lifted up my shirt and we saw a little something poking out. It was adorable. So i spent the night playing a mind numbing game of 'try and catch bubby kicking on video so i can send it to his daddy' it didn't work so i had to tell him about it this morning. He's been really sick but i can hear in his voice he's getting clucky. I know i wasn't meant to be talking to him but he doesn't check his email very often and his voice makes me feel oh so warm and fuzzy. See i'm weak!!!! Thinking of u xxx

Heya, Your not weak for wanting to talk to blair! Your in love lol i know how that goes. And it was really cool i finally worked up the nerve to burn all the pictures of jeremy and the shirt he gave me and whatnot. It was way to hard to look at those, and as far as wyatt is concerned he has me im his mommie and i am all he has becuase his dad has a whole diffrent family allready he cares about more and wyatt deserves a dad who is there for him all the time. You know i have pains in my ribs really bad, sometimes when i cough they hurt the doctor told me its from everything being all crowded inside me lol and i totally understand about the whole watching the little bumps in the belly ill do it for hours =P My mom says she cant see it but i know where he kicks and i can watch closely and i can see it. I want to show you my sonogram pics from when i was 18 weeks i should get another one in the month of may. Prolly the 8th i have a dr.appt then =) I get so excited when i get an appt i love going to see the doctor. Ive been working alot around the horses at first i was a little scared i didnt want one of them to rear up and hurt me while i was preggy but its weird and your going to think i am crazy but i can kind tell wyatt loves the horses, anytime i go near my horse Ranger, wyatt kicks and ranger will poke his nose up to my belly. Lol i know i sound like a crazy, but i guess it makes me happy to even think that wyatt likes the horses. I have been soooo tired lately =/ it kinda sucks but the pain in your belly is prolly normal but i freak out over everything lol anyways ill talk to you later girl! *pokes your belly* stay safe! (p.s. name name name, when you guys gonna decide on a name lol)

hey chicky babe, i spent so much money on little boy things today. it really silly, i just couldn't help myself. yay horses. I've got this strong urge to ride one at the moment but i'm pretty sure that wouldn't be a very good idea. Yeah doctor said pains normal. nearly 6 1/2 months so everythings stretching like crazy. its gone away now. but its getting to be very unconfortable all this squashed insides stuff. ok funny story, yesterday i was shopping with my mum and i had a drink in my hand. I walking around then all of a sudden...no drink. I have absolutely no recollection of what happened to it. i must have out it down and forgot to pick it up again. Well its lost to the universe now. My kicks are getting really strong. mum can see them clearly but he never kicks when my friends are around and want to play with my belly. and names....yes....we do need one....i suspect if i dig my heals in Blair will let me have malachai. Not that he'd admit it, but he's getn seriously clucky now. And he's doing some good things for himself. pity none of that amounts to money for our child or support for me, but i'm really happy he's getting his head straight. Mmmm yes, the burning of the belongings. An important step in moving on. Most of my photos are on disk. I had a lovely photo of us taken ages ago but i decided to rip it into a million pieces and throw it in his face-i guess i'm what you call an upfront person. But i wont be burning shirts and stuff cos i need them to wear!! Anyways good for you for making the decision to move on and leave jeremy behind. Hey, maybe u should just email me instead of going through this forum?? then u can send me the photos. my email address is the_happy_fairy (yeah i know its cheesy) and i'm with hotmail (turns out i'm not allowed to write my whole address here) and hey maybe i'll get some emails from wierdos who read all our posts but i reakon if they go to all the trouble to follow our stories so closely i'll be flattered to get an email from them (unless they turn out to be really freaky) lotsa good vibes. Give Wyatt a poke from me