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hey chicky babe,
i spent so much money on little boy things today. it really silly, i just couldn't help myself. yay horses. I've got this strong urge to ride one at the moment but i'm pretty sure that wouldn't be a very good idea. Yeah doctor said pains normal. nearly 6 1/2 months so everythings stretching like crazy. its gone away now. but its getting to be very unconfortable all this squashed insides stuff. ok funny story, yesterday i was shopping with my mum and i had a drink in my hand. I walking around then all of a sudden...no drink. I have absolutely no recollection of what happened to it. i must have out it down and forgot to pick it up again. Well its lost to the universe now. My kicks are getting really strong. mum can see them clearly but he never kicks when my friends are around and want to play with my belly. and names....yes....we do need one....i suspect if i dig my heals in Blair will let me have malachai. Not that he'd admit it, but he's getn seriously clucky now. And he's doing some good things for himself. pity none of that amounts to money for our child or support for me, but i'm really happy he's getting his head straight.
Mmmm yes, the burning of the belongings. An important step in moving on. Most of my photos are on disk. I had a lovely photo of us taken ages ago but i decided to rip it into a million pieces and throw it in his face-i guess i'm what you call an upfront person. But i wont be burning shirts and stuff cos i need them to wear!! Anyways good for you for making the decision to move on and leave jeremy behind. Hey, maybe u should just email me instead of going through this forum?? then u can send me the photos. my email address is the_happy_fairy (yeah i know its cheesy) and i'm with hotmail (turns out i'm not allowed to write my whole address here) and hey maybe i'll get some emails from wierdos who read all our posts but i reakon if they go to all the trouble to follow our stories so closely i'll be flattered to get an email from them (unless they turn out to be really freaky)
lotsa good vibes. Give Wyatt a poke from me
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