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Hi, I am 7 weeks and 2 days pregnant..... and single. I am not sure who the father is either my bf (who broke up with cause I cheated on him and baby might not be his) or my ex. Both of the guys don't want me to keep this baby. When I found out I was all for termination but I'm not sure what to do now? At the moment I am emotionally unstable. I am not taking any contraception. I thought that I would like to get pregnant.... however it is so different when you are. Also my parents took 10 years of trying to conceive me and I'mm an only child, cause mum had to abort her second due to cancer. So i didn't think there was a high chance of me falling pregnant. Stupid I know. One of the possible fathers has a 5 year old daughter already and has just bought a house. He was not in a ideal situation when his daughter was born either and custody of the child has been a huge battle. He says that both he and I are not ready for this. He would raise the child if i had the child and it was his. But in no way would we be getting back together. he has said that he does not want to go through this again and is not ready for it The other guy I have just finished dating for a year. He is 21 and said this would screw his life up. He believes strongly in marriage before children and in parents being together forever and not bringing the baby into a broken family. I feel bad about thinking to not keep it but maybe in this messy situation that I shouldn't, it would be easiest for everyone involved. I have support from very close family friend, just no financial support. My mother passed away nearly 8 years ago.... through this I have a house now, a huge morgage which I struggle to pay, no money in the bank just loans and overdrafts and am finishing my degree in Oral Health in 3 1/2 months. I dont know what to do. What ever I decide I have support. I dont want to regret abortion or regret keeping it. Please help me..... Im soo messed up right now