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I need to just get this out before I cry myself into a depression. I am 33 weeks pregnant in two days. It is my seccond pregnancy so my husband doesn't care when baby is moving or if I am in pain. I have managed to destroy my lower back twice now to the point where I cannot walk or turn from side to side in the bed. I clean and cook and take my three yr old to the park who has temper tandrums when it is time to come home so I have to pick him up and carry him home while he is kicking or hitting me. My husband never takes him to the park anymore. I have gone to all my doctor appointments alone. My husband doesn't care because it is our seccond child. Sexually I must be the same as I was before I got pregnant again so I hurt myself by having s_x with him just so he's happy. I have pain inside for a good day after I have s_x. Every single day I have to clean up after my husband and my son. When I want to lay down my husband orders me to do things. I don't sleep anymore at night. My husband gives the dog his side of the bed and he is always sticking his knee or arm into me.The dog is a yorkie! I constantly try to tell my husband that I need to relax and he tells me that other pregnant woman work so I don't need to relax. I' not aloud to be in pain because other woman do it. I'm having a c-section and I had one with my first son so I know how painfull it will be. I tell my husband that I will need a couple weeks to heal and I cant clean and do everything for a couple weeks. He replied and told me that 1 in 3 woman have c-sections and survive so I have no right to complain. I feel so damn lonely. I don't have any family members that care either. My mother couldnt have children after having me so starting with my first child, I am horrible because I had a child. Now she wont even ask once how I am doing. I don't even want anyone at the hospital when I have my baby because they will only make me upset. I know that they didn't care before so I don;t think that my husband or my family should have the outcome. They don't diserve to be there for the birth. They don't after what they put me through. I mean look at me! I have to come and type this c__p on a forum because I have no where else to turn. No one else to talk to me
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Hiya chick,
I really do feel for you. I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through. I do sort of understand about your partner not going to any appointments with you. Mines the same however it's different circ_mstances with me because he has to go to work. He's been to some but i mainly go on my own or my 7 year old daughter comes with me.
I will say if my bloke treated me the way yours is treating you i'd up and leave him in a heartbeat. He has his moments where he moans cos i've not done something but your fella needs to wake up and realise that you need him. Yes he may have been through it before and yes u may have had an easy first pregnancy, i know i did, subsequent pregnancies are very different an you Never get 2 the same. I suffer with my back with this pregnancy an its my second.
If ever you need to talk just leave me a message on here and i will reply.
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