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omg a trash bag??? hilarious! yeah taylor says that i intimidate people cuz i'm kinda small and i think i look sweet but if you rub me the wrong way watch out cuz i will tell you off! it's funny cuz i never really thought of myself as mean or whatever but like everyone i know says that i'm unapproachable ... probably cuz i'm not a lovey dovey emotional kind of person. i'm kinda the opposite.... like deal with it kind of attt_tude... cuz you can't change so why dwell... i dunno. taylor is the same way though.

omg you found that funny hahaha U should have seen her and then you would really have laughed she was a mess! Someone just rang my bell to ask me if this lil black lab was mine - I was like no but its the neighbors (the bad neighbors) and the lil dog was looking at me like PLEAAAAAAASE SAY I LIVE HERE hahaha poor doggie

omg gabby I had a woman well teenage girl swing the lil kid by his ARMS out into on coming traffic .. she was at the corner waiting for the light and had this kid by the arms and swinging him in front of the cars coming ...i was like nooooooo see times like that I wish i was a cop

Thats me in a nutshell disko lol short and people mess with me an i b__w up haha like .. I think people look at me think ok no she looks like a b___h then get to know me think aww she is nice just a big push over .. then cross me and find out that original gut feeling was the correct one .. cant tell you how many female friends I lost that way lol

Thats so true - I dont get along with anyone not men or women ...just dogs LOL but on here I really like you guys and thats so rare for me to find people I really like - I think that is why I am online all day ! lol

Hmm where is Kay?! I worry when she don't post for a lil bit

Yeah I was just thinking that. Maybe she's still sleeping?

Just checking in real quick, I got stuck in the hospital on magnesium sulfate but I'm home now and ok so I'll be checking back in a bit.

Okie dokie well my contractions came back and decided not to stop so I got to the hospital at about 5am yesterday. Got hooked up on the monitors in triage and they tried to give me a bag of IV fluid, which did nothing and they kept getting worse and worse and started going off the little chart that prints out. I ended up getting admitted and put on magnesium sulfate which wasn't fun, but I guess it did it's job. Ew I had to have a cathader too, which was a pain in the a__s because it kept pinching and was making me crampy. I also had these things wrapped around my legs from my ankles to my calves that were filled with air pockets that inflated to prevent blood clots. They were actually kinda nice because it felt like getting a little ma__sage. Then ontop of that of course I had the belts on my belly for his heartrate and one for contractions, and a blood pressure band around my arm that would tighten randomly. I also wasn't allowed to eat till that night and as always hospital food sucks. I couldn't sleep because I was so uncomfortable and everytime I tried to lay on my side, I'd screw up a monitor. I actually had to have them switch my IV site. It was in my left hand at first and I just started getting these shooting pains from my hand to about halfway to my elbow that felt like somebody was sticking a really long needles right under my skin. I don't like needles and IV's aren't ecxactly fun to have put it, but I'd rather deal with that for two minutes than be in pain the whole night and next day. I was still having some contractions but they were about 20 minutes apart rather than coming right on top of each other. They finally took me off the mag and just left me on a regular IV so the headache I had from it went away. At about 7 this morning I got to ditch the IV (still had the tube in my arm incase but I wasn't hooked up to anything) and I got my cathader out which I was SO excited about. I was so happy to be able to get up and go pee on my own and I got to wash my face and brush my teeth. They took the little leg things off too since I was allowed to go potty. Breakfast was the only decent meal I got in about 2 days and after that I layed down and was knocked out. I had the monitors on my stomach still but I was so much more comfortable than I had been. They put me back on my procardia and were just monitoring to make sure I was ok with just having that. I don't know how people can be on hospital bedrest because it's freekin hell. I'm so happy to be able to lounge around in my own bed/couch, and in my own pj's. Another thing that sucked is I was stuck there the entire time by myself. I wanted my daughter and hubby to come visit, but nobody under 14 was allowed in the room. He came in for a minute late last night to bring me a few things and I almost cried because I couldn't see my daughter. She drives me crazy but I missed her SO bad. I took a bath as soon as I got home because hospitals always make me feel dirty, even though I wasn't around any sick people. I'm sore, bruised, and it's a little sensitive when I pee (tmi sorry) BUT I feel so much better than I did. I can see I have a lot of catching up to do.

I hope so she said she was staying up late the other night so maybe thats it. I must look real pregnant this lady(neighbor) just stopped her car n said 2 me that she only seen me from the front before n now she seen me from the side and "omg when are you due" and I said june and she goes WOW YOUR BIG FOR JUNE i was like umm no not really since thats only like 9 weeks away and she went on to tell me about her two kids etc etc

O wow Kay!!! Well at least your home now and things are getting better... wow what are they going to do with you?! I had a feeling something happened when you werent on here for a while :o(

Ok I'm all caught up now. Eastcoast - I'm sorry for your loss and like I told newlywed, try to celebrate her life, not mourn her death. I know being sick on top of everything really doesn't help right now. newlywed - I think anybody can get cobra, like if your inbetween jobs or waiting for benefits at a new job. I've heard it's a bit more expensive, but you should be able to look it up online. As for the driving thing everybody is talking about, any of the times I've gone to labor and delivery at night I had to drive very carefully because none of the bums out there have cars and feel like just crossing the street whenever it floats there boat, or just plain walking down the middle of the road. And man what I wouldn't do for some Starbucks right now! dawn - I think it's really cool your daughter wants to donate her hair. My daughter's is down to her b___t when I brush it out, but because it's curly it doesn't hang down that far. I know I'm going to have to cut it one day but I've never had the heart to. The kid is about to be 4 years old and has yet to have her first haircut. Oh guess what?? My husband FINALLY started to clean the house! Well the living room is done at least. I think after all this he felt bad and it really bothered him to come into my room hooked up to everything like that.

Oh and one thing I forgot, one of my labor and delivery nurses actually asked if I had the same baby's daddy LMAO I guess that can make a difference in the way pregnancies go but I think they're a little too used to the people who come in. I have my rings on a chain since I always bump them at work and my fingers have gotten a little fatter so I don't think that helped. I was like no this is mine and my husbands first child as I was trying to bite my lips so I didn't laugh.

LOL kay that is funny - its like when the nurse was telling me to fill out this paperwork and she says in the parts where it says spouse or husband you can fill in the dads info even if you arent married.. i was like well what if I dont know ..she looks at me and goes ok well fillin what you do know like name address etc .. I was like all i know is his first name but thats it ...she goes o . ok then smiled at me hahahahaha Cause I refuse to put his name anywhere - or even SAY his name in that hospital .. I know his name dob address etc but I act like i dont - Wow well its very cool ur hubby has cleaned the house!!! that would make me so happy too haha I was thrilled today BEYOND words cause my daughters dad did my front screen door and then took me so i could buy the back screen door and entrance door and shutters so he can do all that for me too ! and he wants to paint the foundation on the house and he put my new mailbox up and door bell .... I was like wow .. thanks lol he is never that nice or generous with his time so I was shocked .. and secretly wishing he was the dad of my lil violet too :o/ All my neighbors probably think he is my boyfriend as well as the people in lowes lol cause I am obviously pregnant and he is the only man I am seen with - O today in lowes I was trying to pull this cart with the doors in it while he went to get the paint and the cashier comes running over and going NO NO NO LET ME DO IT .. i was like umm ok haha whoever said they notice people smiling at them more and being nice ... was SO right cause now I notice it too everyone is so polite.. and smiling this man was nice enough to like back off so i could be next in line cause there was like one line and it was questionable who was next but he was like 'go ahead' i was thinking hmmm ok .. is this a trick LOL

Well basically we met when I was 18 we were realllly good together he had no friends i had just moved to PA and so all we had were each other - he had a daughter already .. who was a BRAT seriously a bad kid.. I being so young did not know much about kids or really even taking care of myself so I had a hard time dealing with her - i would get quiet when she was around cause she was actually outright mean and nasty she would pull my hair kick me etc and no one would say anything ... his mom didnt like me either but at that point he didnt realize she wouldnt like anyone - so his mom would tell him I didnt love his daughter and he needed to choose between us .. so I got pregnant with chas .. just as we were starting to have problems ... after i had her i guess he felt torn or trapped who knows - we sat down one night and he said he wasnt happy so i packed up my stuff and left the next day .. he tells me its my fault I left him ... but when someone says they arent happy with you ... i mean what else is there to do .. i respect myself so I wasnt going to stay. I was tired of his medeling mom and his mean rotten kid and then when he turned on me (in my eyes) too I just figured ... i was better off alone... Its really a long story but that is it in a nutshell .. we messed around for yearssss but well it was never the same and instead we became like best friends - we mess around like once a year LOL he has a girl for like 3 - 4 yrs now but he will still bang it out if i come onto him in any way hahaha ... I think that is always my way of knowing they may have him but no one has ever gotten his heart. When he is with me ina physical way he is SOOO loving its scary sometimes - he told me once he believes two people can love each other but not be meant to be together .. i guess i see what he means - I truly believe that if his mom wasnt around anymore he would probably be more ... like trying to be with me cause outside of his mom I am the only female he trusts with anything. I dont want to be with him like that but from every man I ever dated he was the only man I have ever loved and the only man I have ever respected. ahh well

U know whats funny i was thinking that ... when I have the baby no one cares anymore LOL and that is a funny story about that guy .. how embara__sing ...masturbating LMAO