Having Faith For Adoption
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I was just wondering how women deal with the impatience of becoming a mom. I have prayed and prayed and have had the faith that god will send me a baby but is it wrong to get a little impatient or I will say alot impatient on waiting for a baby. So many times we have been so close to grasping on to a baby but never seem to be able to get there in time. My nieces friend just put her baby girl up for adoption a week ago and went threw adoption agency but when she found out we was wanting to adopt she couldnt break the other parents heart even though she would of loved to had us for her parents. Always a day late dollar short. Sometimes I feel as if I try to take things in my own hands instead of sitting back and letting God tell me when. I notice when I do this its almost like he slaps my hand and says NO not now. I know the plans I have for you. I just know that this consumes my every thought of every second. Do I ever want to hold a baby in my arms knowing that this is my child. It will be the happiest day of mine and my husbands life. How do you deal with the thought of waiting and wanting? I talk to God alot and ask him to do his will and I have Faith that I will be a mom its just the waiting that is killing me. Does anyone else feel this way?
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