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I'm new to posting and the whole baby possibilities. I'm 37 been married 4 years before I got married I wasn't on any form of contraception. My periods were regular ever 21 days lasted 4 days medium to heavy. Before I got married I always thought one day I would have babies but I was 33 by the time I met my husband and he said he didn't want children. As I loved him I said I would come to terms with that and I chose him. Since we have both off and on wanted kids. Most recently we have really considered it, been babysitting friends babies to see if we were put off. I opted for the implant contraception 4 years ago as I'm forgetful. But it seemed to make me a crazy lady and I still had periods that were really unpredictable and could last from 2 days to 10 days. After a year I was put on the mini pill as well to regulate my periods. It didn't work, my hormones were all over I was crying all the time and was a right stroppy cow to live with. So after 2 years I removed the implant. For the last 2 years I've been just on the mini pill. For a short while I was OK, periods still all over but less hormonal. But about 10 months ago I started to have multiple periods a month very light but with all symptoms, back ache, mood swings headache and always tired. After several visit to doctors and nurses, blood tests and diets I've been told to come off the pill for 3 months to see what happens .. I've since been looking at this forum n others like it. Now I'm worried could I be pregnant? In may I had 2 periods. In June I had 3 I ran out of the pill in the middle of june I made an appointment as soon as I could but actually had 5 days without pill but didn't have sex either just in case. It was then the nurse said stop the pill. I had a smire test and an internal exam, she said I had a larger area in womb and I should have a doctor check it over could be cysts. That was 2 weeks ago. My doctor is on hols for 3 weeks so I saw a locum this week he did nothing just said I'll see you in 4 weeks and see how no pill is going? But looking back my husband says I've been acting funny and different for last few weeks, I often feel sick in the morning, I'm tired all the time, my nipples are very sensitive, I have lower back pains and cramping a lot. I've had heart burn for 1st time in life and I cry at anything. I've just read 3 periods in one month could be a sign of pregnancy and its been 7 weeks since my last period. I know I want a baby but I'm scared to death to find out I'm not. 1 year into my marriage I missed my period for 5 weeks but this was while I was on 2 kinds of contraception I took a test it was negative and that day I started. I was heart broken but my husband was pleased. Not sure I want that again. My husband knows I'm late but he just says my hormones are dependable and it will sort it self out. I'm not so sure. ... Sorry for long read once I started couldn't stop. I guess a test would best next step?