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This has been killing me since I got pregnant. Since I've been pregnant I've been at a crossroads on whether or not I should have the baby. At first I was like, yeah I'm having this baby but, now I'm like I don't know. The main reason is the way I feel toward the baby's father. I don't feel like this all the time only when he's not around, or we disagree on things. He's put me through a lot and I can let the way I feel about the things he's done go. We're together and he wants to be a part of the baby's life and, he's already buying clothes and stuff but, I feel like I don't want to have the baby because I don't want to deal with him. We would disagree about some things when I was in the early stages of pregnancy and I'd say "Well I'll just have an abortion." He wouldn't let me. Now I'm 21 weeks pregnant and I still feel this way. It bothers me everyday and it's distracting me from being a happy mom to be. I have a son and when I was pregnant with him this didn't happen. Could this be like a pre-postpartum depression? PLEASE HELP!!!