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Hi everyone, Im new to this so try and take it easy on me. lol. Ok let me start off saying I gave birth to my 1st and most wonderful baby ever on Feb24, 07. Labor was quick and easy and I didnt take any pain medications. Everything was going Hidey-Ho... I was br___tfeeding religiously, I was able to stay home with him, My husband and I both just felt so blessed that we all had eachother!!!
I went for my 6 week check-up and I was perscribed the mini pill (cause I was br___tfeeding). Af about 9 weeks postpartum It was a regualr evening, I was burping the baby and all the sudden it felt like someone else was burping the baby. It didnt feel like I was doing those motions. I called for my husband to take him and I went to the bathroom..... I was having a panic attack... I have them before and used to be on meds for them. But, it wasnt as severe as it was in the past and it lasted much longer... possibly anxiety??
Anywho, For the past 5 months (im slowly getting better) Ive been feeling really awkward. I feel like Im a robot or like im on "autopilot" or like Im dreaming. This has been like this ever since that day. Im dizzy sometimes, and I constantly think about this "dream" im lving, which I know its reality. I constantly think about why I'm here and what is my purpose?? And stupid things like what is a tree
?? What is a car?? Im a super hypocondriac so I dont know if Im making myself feel this way or what. I haev a hard time falling asleep at night, I have a hard time concentrating, making decsions, and poor memory. Which I read can be depression. Has ANYONE ever felt this way?? Please let me know Im not going crazy.
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