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So i have been married to my husband for a year now. He as a son who is 11 years old i love him to death we do everything together i treat him as my own however when i got with my husband he had told me he got fixed but it could be reversed so we have both saved all the money to get him reversed and now that it has come to the point he told me he does not want to have another child and he only told me he would do it because thats all he heard from me. I tried to talk to him and express how important it is to me to have a family and to have 1 child with him and that i want the bond he has with his son with a child of our own he says we cant afford a child which we can i am only 22 but he is 31 he also says he does not want to be 50 and raising a child i told him if he said no it would break us and he still said no. so i left last night but i missed him so much however i feel if i go back home he wins and i will stay married to him but i will never be a MOM. what do i do