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I am nearly 23 so is my b/f all I can think about is having a baby. my b/f has a 3 yr old to his ex, although she dosent look after her, we have her from friday to moday, sometimes tuesday and my b/f mum has her during the wk. his mum totally takes control over her and she calls the shots, everytime she falls out with chloes mum she talks to me about custody, never my b/f. its a long story but chloes mum keeps saying she wants her back, then shes too busy blah blah. I love chloe but i feel like I dont know what to feel because i have never had a child. I think deep down my b/f has regrets but i know he loves her and would do anything for her, but i just get confused. is she staying with us or not. I want to start a family but if chloes not staying with us i would feel like i am leaving her out. Its always me she talks to about chloe, never my b/f, i feel like im the only one who cares sometimes. poor child she gets takent to all these ppls houses. ive been with lee 2yrs now, and i just cant stop thinking about this whole situation. yes i do want a baby but im not saying tommorrow, but i have been thinking about it a lot. one minute "oh you need to get custody the next, i hear nothing every1s friends again. i want to move on and if chloes in my life then so be it, but at the moment im on the fence.