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Hello, I've never posted on anything like this before but during the past week I've been doing alot of Internet searching and really just need some advice for my own situation. I'm 20 years old and just found out I'm about 9 weeks pregnant last week. I'm scheduled to have an abortion this Wednesday but I feel horrible and sooo indecisive. I have a job at a restaurant and make okay money but not enough to support a baby too. My boyfriend is 25 and after being fired 4 months ago is just now working again, we live together and have been together for about 3 years. He says he'll support me in whatever decision I choose but I know he really doesn't want a baby. The biggest issue for me is money, were both in debt (credit card bills, tickets etc..) so it's just really stressful. I'm not going to school at the moment and honestly all I've ever wanted to do is be a mom, I LOVE kids and am definitely planning on having them in the future, but I just don't know if we could handle it now :/ I just want to hear from other people about their own experiences and get some advice about what I should do?? Please if you have any helpful words get back to me because I only have a couple more das to figure this out. Thanks, it's much appreciated:)