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Hi Ladies, sorry to have had to read about all your losses, a few very few positive outcomes (congrats) and a few rebound pgs (congrats)
I know I o'd late into my cycle, I either had delayed O, or anov. cycle, as my lmp was dec 15, 05.
I was lost when af didn't arrive by jan 12, so did hpt, bfn, and kept getting bfn until Jan 28th - Jan 30th had u/s showed NOTHING, nothing wrong (like eptopic) or anything like that, but didn't show anything in my uterus either. Well, when I got out of u/s, they read my lab results, hcg was only 53, therefore wayyyy to early to see anything on u/s (all transv____al u/s that's all I've had throughout this whole "nightmare pg")
As you may or may not know, hcg levels need to be 1800+ too see much of anything.
So, went home, told to come back for repeat beta, had 3 more betas: Feb 1st - 95, feb 6th - 1895 and feb 9th - 4345
Had dating u/s on Feb 13th, seen sac, yolk sac, and thought a flutter of heartbeat (could have been my own, as the u/s machine wouldn't pick up any bpm) dated me at 5w5d.
OK great, so everythings moving right along, just as I felt in my heart.
Had another u/s 2 weeks later, on Feb 27th, and this time, the gestational sac was def. bigger, but bean only measured 6 weeks, and NO heartbeat.
The tech is supposidly very "good" and if she was "certain" this pg was "over" she wouldn't hesitiate to tell ob that, however ob said tech said she can't be sure of this one.
So, they drew hcg levels, and that came back at 45,477 said to come back in the morning (2/28) to see if rises or falls.
Well, went back in yesterday, and it went up, 45,789 not back for like 12 hrs.
Said, I'm not out of the woods yet, and to come in monday (3/6) for u/s. Then we'll know "for sure", and I'll have d/c.
I'm just in some weird shock like state. I mean in my heart, and my maternal self tells me, it's fine, just lagging behind a bit.
I mean I thought I was 7w5d on Monday, so 6 weeks isn't all that far off. and the only big thing that's throwing everyone "off" is that supposedly "flutter" she couldn't get the machine to read 2 weeks earlier. I think that was a fluke, and think that it was my heartbeat... as that's common.
Plus, according to my dating, I'm certainly not 6 weeks from lmp, but I am pretty close to 6 weeks gestation...(O)
as my bfp was the 28th, and my last u/s was 27th, that leaves 4 weeks, add 2 more... makes sense to me, but thought I would share my story, and ask for some heartbeat dust, and some growing vibes.....
Thanks ladies, your endless support amazes me.
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