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It's been 7-weeks, since my last period and I had a negative hpt, so maybe it's stress? I'm telling myself, it's a win-win, because I either got a free month or I'm getting a baby. I know, it's possible to think about pregnancy so much, that you actually GET symptoms. I moved out of my parents, 01/04/08 and had s_x, for the first time, 01/07/08. February 10th, I woke-up and said, "I've been nausous, for two-weeks. I bet, I'm pregnant." I went on-line and there were symptoms, like peeings, a lot and backaches and exhaustion. I was like, "That sounds like me". My OB-GYN had told me, on 12/31/07, I couldn't get pregnant, because my cycles were irregular and I had ovarian cysts, so I decided to see what the big deal was and ended-up pregnant, without even trying, but as much as I wanted to keep it, we couldn't... Well, ever since, I've been really wanting a do-over and every month, I wonder if I am and the more, I think about it, the more nauceaus I become. The last time, onions and bananas made me throw-up (daycare served Funions and Banana Pudding, the afternoon, I found-out, I was pregnant and that night, my boyfriend had a banana and a supreme pizza). So, now, I smell bananas and onions and if I get sick, I take an hpt and ALWAYS, my period starts THAT day. Well, now, it's been 49-days, since my last one and it was only 3-days, last time and I wear black panties, so maybe I have spotted, but I don't know. I saw a bumper sticker on abortion and was offended, because it's not something people take lightly and I had to wait 2-weeks, for one. Now, I really regret it and want a do-over. I hate it, when I see people, like Casey Anthony, whom don't "deserve" kids, when nice people like us, want one, more than anything. The ladies, at work, joke, because I have filled my trunk, with EVERYTHING, possible "baby". Whenever I miss my last one, I shop, for baby stuff, so I'll be ready, next time. And, this other girl, at work, didn't buy anything, 'til after her shower. I'm hoping, this is it! I called the OB and she said, wait another week and if it's been 60-days, since my period, the blood test should show hCg. I'm too young, for menopause, so it's gotta be either stress or a baby! I'm hoping, it's a baby, but either way, I win! : )
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