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i've read some of your other posts and i must say i'm fairly confused. Are you saying you already have a kid from a previous relationship? I guess i was just under the impression that you didn't have any kids.

?? I am confused too. Josh is your son and Bo your ex had full custody and now they are back?

Ya sorry i can see how that is confusing well i'll start at the begining. me and Bo met at the begining of 6th grade, we started dating and were together until the begining of our 7th grade year when we broke up because he moved back to the cities. i started then to date the guy that i'm with now. End of 8th grade we broke up and Bo came back and we spent the entire summer together. Me and Bo hung out i swear everyday for hours on end. at the end of the summer Bo said he had to go back but he wanted to have a good night with me before he left. i said ok and we had s_x that night. he left for the cities the next morning and i didn't talk to him for at least a month. About 3 weeks after we had s_x and we weren't talking i got these strange symptoms. i thought i was just getting my period so i ignored it. roughly 3 months pa__sed still no sign of my period or a phone call or e-mail from Bo. I finally went to the clinic and found out i was 3 months pregnant! i tried to call Bo over and over and over again to tell him about the baby. i actually thought about abortion but abortion and adoption went right out the window. i got back together with the other guy about 4 months in to my pregnancy. he was willing to be the father even though he truly wasn't. i had no problem with that and i wasn't going to tell Bo if and when i did talk to him that the baby was his. i was 6 months along when i broke up with that guy because i found out he was cheating on me with his x. Bo came back from the cities to visit me. he saw i was pregnant and asked if it was his, i couldn't keep it from him so i said yes. I only had one month to go and i told Bo that i was going to give the baby up for adoption. he argued with me and then we finally decided that after the baby was born he would take him/her back to his place in the cites. after Josh was born Bo took him and i haven't seem him till now. Josh is 4 1/2 years old he's a total sweetheart and he knows that i'm his mom. Bo never deprived him of knowing who i was. i thought that was sweet. we always decided that he wouldn't bring Josh around because i just felt so bad about everything. i felt bad for saying what i said 4 years ago and i will always regret it for the rest of my life. But don't get me wrong i love Josh to death and that will never change. it's just hard now being i'm with William now and Josh is in my life i have a feeling that Bo is gunna want to be with me too. i just don't know what to do about all this i'm scared of everything. sorry for the confusion