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hi there ladies... im afraid this is a long one, but im so desperate for even the slightest clue from someone... my fella thinks im crazy... *sighs* here goes -
AF visits me regularly, she is almost always on time, maybe a day either side... and i have never been pregnant and im 25. i stopped taking the pill 8 years ago, so i cant blame my problems on that. My partner and i aren't neccessarily TTC, but we're not using any contraception. we are due to be married in jan ;)and im happy and healthy. well, i say healthy....
around 5 weeks ago, i started feeling overwhelmingly tired. also, my BBs were killing me! and they never hurt, i barely have feeling in my nipples, but they were burning. this is still with me. and yes, they have gone bigger and darker, my fella doesnt think so, and jesus they are veiny! they look awful! and full of stretchmarks on the top. eww... (i swear im not going mad) and felt sick every day, only vomited once or twice from then till now, but feel like im going to every day at some point. so, i did LOADS of HPTs, all of which negative. bar one which had a smudge, but my mother convinced me i was mental. so i left it. 3 days later, i go for a wee, i wipe, and i see pink. light pink. id had a little cramping, not like usual, but thought nothing of it. so i put in a tampon. clean later. 3 more days and AF is due. a little cramping, but no way near as bad as usual. AF for me is usually massively heavy, and im in AGONY on the first day of bleeding. she finally arrives, a little light at first (again unusual for me, its just flood gates) but then heavy. only, it stopped after 3 days, im usually good for 5. i cry at love songs but im into rock and roll.... my fella gets screamed at, and i couldnt hurt a fly usually... dont really have a sweet tooth, but i dont know what ill do if there isnt ice cream in the fridge. havent really thought about it, but just realised its becasue i havent had to. there is ice cream in there. but the thought of there not being....
so ive been reading about breakthrough bleeding...?
*another sigh*
am i actually going mental...? or could i be right...?
anyone...?
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