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awhile back i posted about my boyfriend not helping with the baby and him always gone at work, or band practice or drinking, he's an update, tell me what you think. Well, he's still working weird hours but only like 8 hours a day, helping out with the baby more, but now his band is taking off. They are getting signed and he has to go to cali to record, and then they are going to tour at the end of the year, or early next year. This is his dream, im so happy its coming true, but at the same time i dont know if im being selfish or what, but it makes me mad. He's going to leave me and his son, Im going to have to pay his car bill, insurance, rent, everything! I wont be a single mom, but its not like he'll be around much. And he's going to be leaving right around the time our son will be 9 months to a year. He'll probably miss his first words, his first steps, will our son even know who he is??? I didn't sign up to do this alone, and i dont think its fair that i'll have too, but it is his dream and i love him, and i dont want to hold him back. I just wish being with his family ment as much to him. there wasn't ever a question in his mind that he would go and leave us. He didn't have to think about it a single day. I wish we ment as much to him as that damn band. I'll support him either way, he's my world..i just wish we were his.
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