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well i am 35 and pg for the first time I have been married for 8 years in july,my hubby and i have been thru h__l and back,i cheated on him and then he left, well then we made up and took me back and when i felt as if he did not show me any emotions i went back to my wicked ways,however we were both in the army and i found out that he was a compulsive liar, he also went thru investigatin for rape,but I stayed with him,i went to Korea and he spent all of my money and we lost our first house he even went to jail, he ruined my career,and that is how i started cheating when i came home and got out of the military,not saying I had reason to cheat but I did.I WAS infertile for 12 years,and that was strain on the relationship,well in 2004 he decided that he was going to leave me, he left about 5 times , went to ohio to his moms house,she paid and he ran,I filed for divorce,he was dating a chick that he met in 1 week and guess what she got pg,so he went thru his lieing phase once again, he even toild me he had a twin brother which was another lie,he lacks morals and ethics and I never should have married him,now i am pg, this chick that he knew for 1 week had his son last year in march,i cancelled the divorce the day b4 it was final, because we were going thru IVF and he up and left, I payed for all of it, I always have paid all of the bills throught our marriage. Well my first time IVF worked, I am now 8 months pg as of next thursday, he has shown me no emotion,does not touch my tummy does not ask me about my dr appts, nothing. As for his son with the other girl who is 11 years younger than me and him,i allowed his son who is 1 year old to live with us,my husband did nothing i practically did everything, I had bought, my daughter a new crib and stuff when i found out i was pg, and he had the nerve to put that kid, his son in my daughters new bed, he claimed he would buy another one, NOT,he does not even acknowlkedge that we , well i am pg,we have not had s_x in 6 months, he smokes weed and cigars, he expects me to cook and clean for him, he does not even say god bless when i sneeze, I hate him,his mom said he uses me, which i believe, but i hate her too because he and she try to play me against the both of them, i am in some sick and twisted dream and cannot get out, I want and think i should file for divorce but am afraid my child will hate me, pleas egive some advice.
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