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i found out yesterday my cousin is pregnant. when my mom told me all i could do is burst into tears. i am tired of having this reaction every time i find out someone is pregnant. i have been ready for a long time now. we are in our 30's and have been married 3 years. he says he wants kids just not yet. he says health and money are the issues. we have been fighting more and that concerns him. i feel like we fight because i can't have the one thing i want right now. all i see are pregnancy test commercials and pregnant women everywhere i go. how do i put into words this physical need to be a mother? all i wanted for christmas is for him to tell me he is ready. there are packages under the tree instead. i need to stay positive about all of this but it is hard as i started my period this morning. merry christmas to me. thanks for letting me have my pitty party.....
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