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ps i had been back in november, just no one had anything to add lol

oh yeah shevvi when I said let this post die-it's old and it's long, it'd be cool for you to pop up and update us, but can it please be in a new thread? It was sooo hard to scroll and find your updates before when this thread had been inactive for like a month. Also, it's really annoying when there's an old post that pops up as new and the only thing that has been added is some new person only replying to your initial post, not realizing that you already gave the baby to the couple plus EVERYTHING else that has happened since. Now you can't blame me for finding that annoying can you. Once again, NOTHING to do with you.

V god bless u, u are truly an amazing person. Sorry i was on the defensive, bad day i guess lol. i get so angry 2. At them 4 not sticking 2 the initial agreement. But mainly at myself 4 being so d__n stupid as 2 thing this was the right choice. i can only pray everynight that he's been taken care of. i dont believe they are bad as parents. hell if i thought that i dont think id rest 1 minute. i keep thinkin about trying 2 trace them i wanna fight 4 him, but i guess it will be in vain. Once again bless u xx

yeah i do understand it must be pretty annoying when posts get soooo long!

Sweetie you are not stupid for choosing adoption. The idea is out there that these sweet couples have been trying to conceive for years and find out they can't and they are so happy for a baby. They get your child and treasure him/her and the child grows up happy and successful and understands your decision and is thankful that you did it. Hell that's the picture I imagined when I considered giving my son up for adoption. The only reason I didn't, and I felt guilty about it for a long time, was because I'm selfish. I really thought he'd have a better life with someone else, but I couldn't deal with giving a baby up. I felt guilty because when I looked around and he didn't have a fully decorated nursery and we struggled, I thought about the life he could be having. I guess the reality is that you never know. Also you aren't wrong in being defensive. I read back over my post and I imagined how it must have looked to you. I had just gone off on a rant and like I said, you caught some of the flying shrapnel, because yes I was not careful to pinpoint my attack, so it looked like a full on attack of you! I'm so sorry for that! I send a big hug to you and just remember you are strong, stronger than I think I could ever be. And you have babies at home that need you-we don't fight through things for nothing! I hold on to that belief. Well I'm going to stop here, because I'm known for having a tendency to break out in song, and I'm sooo tempted to write down the lyrics to oooooh child! LOL! Sorry that song always picks me up and gives me a joyous cry when I'm down. LOL!