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hi all im so down, iv got 2 lil girls already my youngest is 3 in jan, we were not going to have anymore children for 4-5 years as i had planned to go to uni to train to be a midwife but over the last month i have been despratly yerning for another baby and have decided i dont wnt to wait until i have finished my degree and i dont wnat to get half way through and have another baby. i told mu hubby how iv been feeling and he just says he doesn want another baby yet. when ever i mention the subject he just ignores it and iv tried explaining my point the only thing he says is why have i suddenly decided that i want a baby now. i cant give him an answer its just this deep feeling i have. i cant even look at a pram without wanting to cry. also i dont want a baby over the age of 30 (prob seems silly) due to family history and if we wait till after iv done my degree i will be 31-32 at least. im so sad anyone else in same situation?